i’m realizing more and more of all the possibilities, and how my life is changing. Yes, i am uncomfortable with a lot of things, and if you asked me if i “liked myself,” i would answer that with parts of me. Do i like my body? no, and it’s the most frustrating thing in the world, and i wish i could wake up one day and suddenly feel free of it, and forgive myself. looking at myself in the mirror, or in pictures is THE hardest thing, along with constantly comparing myself to how small i was last year. one thing though, and maybe i’m crazy, but i believe with all my heart that the Lord is restoring me, and will one day make me feel completely free. And that’s the day i look most forward to.